Incinerating Ideas & Thoughts

I do not know why I always get myself into stuff like this. Maybe because I have nothing much to do here in Bintulu. So, the only way not to get myself bored to death is just to get myself busy.

I am one of the committee which is responsible in organizing this grand event as my boss put it. This was initiated in order to value the sweat and tears of the staff whom has work like crazy to achieve the target.

What really bothers me is that, I am not freaking out? Usually, when I get myself into this kind of event, the stress will be so unbearable that I feel like just passing out. However, at this moment I am still able to breathe.

Is it just due to emotional maturity or is just that I believe that there is a Higher Power that I can rely to, therefore I have no worries?

Maybe that should be the way of life. We can plan to a certain level of perfection and still sometime it will not turn out to be what we wanted. That is why they say that we are only human. To err is human, to forgive is Divine.

We must be humble and believe that there is a Higher Power than us and we should put our thrust in Him.

Maybe this is the answer that I am looking for the reason that I am still able to breathe. I am not sure about you guys, but this is just my two cents.