Sunday, May 21, 2006

Believes

I do not know why I always get myself into stuff like this. Maybe because I have nothing much to do here in Bintulu. So, the only way not to get myself bored to death is just to get myself busy.
I am one of the committee which is responsible in organizing this grand event as my boss put it. This was initiated in order to value the sweat and tears of the staff whom has work like crazy to achieve the target.
What really bothers me is that, I am not freaking out? Usually, when I get myself into this kind of event, the stress will be so unbearable that I feel like just passing out. However, at this moment I am still able to breathe.
Is it just due to emotional maturity or is just that I believe that there is a Higher Power that I can rely to, therefore I have no worries?
Maybe that should be the way of life. We can plan to a certain level of perfection and still sometime it will not turn out to be what we wanted. That is why they say that we are only human. To err is human, to forgive is Divine.
We must be humble and believe that there is a Higher Power than us and we should put our thrust in Him.
Maybe this is the answer that I am looking for the reason that I am still able to breathe. I am not sure about you guys, but this is just my two cents.

The Love of My Life


People always say that everyone is made for someone. There is someone out there for you. But is it really true?

Well, I am not sure but seriously I am in LOVE. It is hard to describe how I feel, but every time I saw her and hear her voice, my heart just melts. What is it with this girl? What power does she have over me?

She already knows my feeling for her but all she can reply is that, "if we were meant to be then it will be". I keep on questioning myself whether this is really true or is it just a way of saying that I am not interested and can we be friends?

All I know is, I cannot let myself build up to high of a hope because if it is not true, then I will hit rock bottom.

Until then, thank God for Siti Nurhaliza. At least she will be able to serenade me with her lovely songs through this time of uncertainty.

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Starting Fresh


It has been a while since I post in my last blog. My last blog was something that I tought I need to do because people are doing it. Now that I am more wiser and hopefully more mature, I am doing this for myself.

I will try my best not to turn this to be another flavour of the month.